This is just an update.
Over Mother’s Day I was thinking about how much older my mom was getting and how much older my father was getting since Father’s Day is right next month. My father is almost 70…My mother almost 60. I am only 24.
I was just sad, kind of. Almost upset. They had me in their 30’s and 40’s. They are 10 years apart.
I feel as if they will not see me finish college. I don’t know how to feel, but I feel a bit upset and really depressed about it.
I’ve been having hallucinations, voices, paranoia, and lots and lots of anxiety. I’ve been taking my medicine like clockwork. My xanax even more so.