i keep wanting to say i never have felt so unimportant than i have in so long.
but the fact when ur in a position like mine – you flat out arent importnt.
where are the people? there is none. there havent been any for years.
i just feel like i want to quickly take my 3 bottles of pills with alcohol and hope to god i get the peaceful death i feel i deserve.
yet it so weird because i feel as if i already took them and i dont think i have.